-in my room [alone and bored], IPG Teknik, 2/3/2012
My first aim after I finished my secondary school was to be a doctor. Before that, I wanted myself to be a historian, a geologist, a novelist, an artist, psychologist, doctor; the list went on. Teacher was my penultima choice. People around me were already spreading rumours about my flight oversea. I was being the same; imagining how'd I spend my five years in other's country. Ah, wishful thinking~
I didn't make it. I don't deserve it, I think. Perhaps if I worked a bit earlier and vigorous, things would have been very different from now. But I'm grateful. Although I couldn't do further study oversea, I began to develop love towards this country. Social and cultural exposure, as well and the incessantly injected patriotism in our lecture classes helps me to recover who I was. Discover who I should be.
"Do I exist?"Why do I exist?"Why does my existence bring forth any meaning?"
- unanimous philosopher