Aspiration

-in my room [alone and bored], IPG Teknik, 2/3/2012 
My first aim after I finished my secondary school was to be a doctor. Before that, I wanted myself to be a historian, a geologist, a novelist, an artist, psychologist, doctor; the list went on. Teacher was my penultima choice. People around me were already spreading rumours about my flight oversea. I was being the same; imagining how'd I spend my five years in other's country. Ah, wishful thinking~ 
I didn't make it. I don't deserve it, I think. Perhaps if I worked a bit earlier and vigorous, things would have been very different from now. But I'm grateful. Although I couldn't do further study oversea, I began to develop love towards this country. Social and cultural exposure, as well and the incessantly injected patriotism in our lecture classes helps me to recover who I was. Discover who I should be.
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"Do I exist?
"Why do I exist?
"Why does my existence bring forth any meaning?" 
- unanimous philosopher

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

hampir-hampir belajar di luar negara. mengikut persiapan yang sama dengan mereka yang bakal ke luar negara. tapi terkandas sebab kurang usaha. orang kata ada hikmahnya, saya tanya dimana? nah, tuhan bagi depan mata. jumpa awak yang berfikiran hebat, lebih hebat dari mereka yang saya pernah jumpa. :)

p/s : phD nanti sambung di sana ya. jauh perjalanan luas pandangan, katanya.

-hetty-

Sven Medyona said...

Untunglqh, hampir ke luar negara. Saya untuk menjejakkan kaki ke akademi persediaan pun, belum pernah. Mungkin buat PhD kot, baru ada peluang.

That begs extra hard work!

p/s: penulis blog ada keunikan dalam menulis, seolah-olah mereka punya identiti. Saya nampak kamu ada identiti itu. Bloggerkah?

Anonymous said...

ah, belajar dimana pun sama. asal saja niatnya lillahi ta'ala.

pujuk hati sendiri ni!

p/s: satu masa dulu, ya. blogger biasa-biasa. tapi sekarang lebih suka memerhati, analisis sendiri. :)

-hetty-

Sven Medyona said...

Betul. Bahkan di tanah air, keadaannya jauh lebih baik. Mesir campur Rusia, Malaysia juga hasilnya.

Hahaha. Samalah.

p/s: I knew it. Silalah berkongsi link :D